Ruts

I have decided that it is easier than I care to admit to get stuck in a rut. It is obvious to complain about programming or the pastors getting stuck in a rut, but it is more difficult to see my own.

Getting out of a rut can be so difficult, especially if you have to drag other people out of it with you. It takes tons of energy that could maybe be spent elsewhere. Maybe I'm worried that if I get out of a rut and try something new, that it will mean I will have to work crazy hours. At least I know what to expect.

In spite of all the people I need to pull out of the rut, and in spite of all the other events it will effect and in spite of all the headaches I might cause for myself and others, I need to get out of the rut.